Confused, complicated mind?
It has been raining for the whole day. My prediction was wrong, i thought the rain would stop once I reach Hougang Station. But NOOOOOO, it is still raining heavily. The feeling of walking in the rain alone wasn't great... I feel pathetic, I feel lonely, I feel sorry for myself of turning myself into this state... Urgh!!! Emo-ing mode is on... Alot of things flash back into my mind... I thought no one would see mi tearing while walking into the rain... so I did it... The weather is cold and windy. But still I choose to walk home... Family, friendship, studies all came into my mind once again... The only thing I would say is "Welcome back!". I can't deny I had a good family. My parent who dote us very much and they always give us the best they can give us, my 2nd second who is my listener and she is the one who I'm willing to do funny things for her and of course my youngest sister, who is the most innocent kid I had ever see and with her muture toking... See, to me, it is still a proper family to me. But parent are always parent, they want us to be done in their way, because it's for our own good. That's y argument occurred. Yep, I'm the trouble-making in this family. Once I had my own decision, i would want to be done in my own way too. The same character as them, but the outcome is different. Why? Coz they defintely find it is okay to listen to them, as they would not harm us. But own thinking will harm myself. Why? Answer? Coz I'm too young... Something happened 2 days ago, which makes mi dun feel like gg home early, coz I feel awkward of not greeting them. But in the end, I still greeted them. Things was fine that day, as we started toking to each other. And I'm again a happy gal. Dad's attitude is a total of 180 degree changes, he does not tok to mi fiercely, but he say he caught mi walking in the rain, ask mi what if I catch a cold? Normally, he would juz use his fierce tone and tok to mi, but this time, no more.... It's a bad or good thing?Anyway, I shall not reveal any comment on friendship and studies. Enough of advises regarding further studies. Thank you guyz. In the end, I will still follow my heart while making an final decision. All I need is Support. Enough say... Nite :)
Great day!!!
Went Wild Wild Wet with baobei today... It's my first time gg to WWW... fun and exciting... Esp one of the ride... woo...scary yet exciting. We left the place at ard 2 plus after washing up... I'm starving and I wanna to have KFC for my lunch... my cheese fries... yummy! :) Can u imagine i juz ate half of my kaya bread for breakfast only? No one to blame... I juz wan it to be in this way... so that I won't let my body go out of shape when I'm wearing bikini. Lolx :)There is Ben and Jerry stall located at downtown east... woo... this is wonderful... I'm craving for my "Chocolate Fudge Brownie" ice cream... the cone is big... In the end, we juz finished the ice cream... the cone ended up in the bin. Compared the arcade in PS, the arcade in downtown east not very fun. The only game I find it challenging is the basketball game... woo... both of us challenge each other... I always won the first stage... but in the end, baobei still win me... I play till my both hands are aching... but overall its fun.We were late for our spa and massage session... we reached baobei's mum workplace ard 7 plus... First time trying massage and spa, thx to baobei's mum for treating us :)... the feeling was so great... can u imagine a professional help you massage your whole body... u feel relaxing... this is what I needed most all this while. Especially when you need to sit in front of your computer to do your work, once position is wrong, u will have shoulder and back ache. After the massage, the next step, hmm, I wonld say its a scrub therapy... lolx... it's a cucumber scrub, the fragrance is nice... it helps to remove ur dead skin and it helps on our body's blood circulation... so nice. I waited outside for baobei to finish his massaging. His aunt offer me a warm drink, and she said it will feel comfortable after u finished ur massaging... indeed it helps. We went into the steam room for abt 15 mins, after which we went to the hot spring... Initially, it is hot, but once you adapt to the temperature, u will feel relax. We are told to soak in the cold water juz beside the hot spring... then back to the hot spring again... it will do our body good. We went to wash up after that, I feel lighten... our body is floating. The moment I reach home... got changed, I'm off to bed... A good day... It's a luxury... :)
On our way to Wild Wild Wet
Before and after our Wild Wild Wet session
Ben and Jerry's ice cream... yum yum, my fav!!!
Read Irene's blog today, she did mention about me regarding me knowing what I'm going to do next after I graduated. Yeah, indeed I know what I am going to do, and if it's not successful, I have also come up with alternatives. But who knows everything will go according to plan?Had a chat with Mum last sat... We tok about family, relationship, studies and work. She didn't want me to start on a relationship now. Because her traditional thinking, she always think that when I have a relationship, I'm sure gonna affect my studies badly. But the prob is, can't she see that I'm doing well in my poly life? Not say very well, but at least I'm a average student and she is afraid that my 2 sisters will follow my path, As in to start a relationship early. Mum prompt me a question which I had told her a few month back. She ask me am I going to study Uni after I have graduate. I pause for a while before answering her question. I told her that I had already told her what I'm gg to do next... then her reply is "I thought u were kidding". -_-... Anyway, I still told her that I'm gonna try for Air Stewardess first. Well, her face doesnt show any expression to me, so I assume she doesn't want me to be in this line. But at the same time, she didn't say she dun wan me to work as a Air Stewardess. I know she wants me to study Uni. Or rather further studies?One more semester to my graduation, limited time for myself... I'm gotta think of a way out before my graduation. Shall I further my studies or juz try out for the Air Stewardess interview after graduation? Any advise?
Pain!
Urgh!!! My wisdom tooth is killing me... It's still in the process of growing... thats why it is so painful... how how how... Its getting worse... when I tok, eat, brush teeth will cause me the pain...I wanna go for my shopping spree... can't wait anymore... too many stuffs to buy yet have to save a sum of $$ for me and baobei holiday trip next year (which is our 1 yr Anniversary, Woo!!!)... Meaning if I wan to spend to buy my stuffs and still save for my holiday trip, I need to work extra harder.Anyway, need to get back to work le... Bye
Pix pIx Picccc
Irene and Khai brought their digi camera to office... So its photo-taking session... :)
Ice Skating!!!
Woo laa laa... went Ice-skating with baobei today.... I'm sux at it... Total falls of hmm... er... 3 times... embarrassing man. We skate for 2 hours then went to meet baobei's friends for dinner.Body aching now... bleah!!! Afterall I enjoy skating session with baobei... Esp the moment when I'm about to fall... he is always beside mi and prevent mi from falling... how sweet is my bf yea... hee :)Anyway... these 2 pics are taken on sat... Enjoy!!! :)
Great Lunch Today!!!
Thank Pat for the treat...:)Today's lunch was great... coz it was my fav food... "Slice Fish Mee Hoon" Woo la laaa... Lolx... The food indeed was delicious, will go to that place to eat again... worth it.Looking forward to go Ice skating with baobei... Yea... *Pray hard* nothing go wrong tml... :)
Woo... 算一算， 我和宝贝在一起已经有6个月了。 这段日子说短不短，说长也不长，我们在这段感情遇到许多起起落落的事情。但是， 我们始终还是手牵着手的走过来了。这段感情包含了喜怒哀乐， 说起喜和乐， 我不用说，当然会是很甜美的啊。而且这些美好的回忆会是永恒的。 怒和哀呢？虽然不是件好事，但在一段感情里面， 情侣发生口角是难免的。 只要双方从中学习教训，也算是件好事啊。 自从和宝贝在一起， 我的生命变得更有色彩。 他无微不至的爱， 让我受宠。 他的支持， 让我得到无威的力量。他的一言一语， 让我每天都过的精彩。宝贝，只想对你说 ：“我爱你”。HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!
Kbox session was indeed fun! Went with mummy and my 2 sisters. Woo laa laa... We booked 2 separate rooms, 2 person in each room... this way... we are able to sing more songs... mummy and 1 in one room, my 2 sisters in another room... We had so much fun. One interesting thing is that I ask mummy to help me dedicate this song called "我要快乐" by Zhang Hui Mei. Then mummy tot I was saying I wan this song 快乐... -_-... then she told me dun have this song called "快乐".... miscommunication... :)Actually meeting my friend for lunch... but I had my lunch during Kbox session... and I need to do household chores... if meet him... sure very late then come home... :) Shall meet him another time ba... :)Reached home, rest for awhile, then I start on my household chores... Put in a lot of effort to vaccum the floor... if not boonie will complain that I didnt do a good job... Anyway, she did complaint after I finished vaccum the floor... watever... bleah!!!Wanna know who is your love and sex life prediction??? This is the url for you to find out... http://www.crush007.com/v2/predict/1155543033wwh... Accuracy level 99%... Try this now!!!
First diarrhoea next cramp... yester was juz a sucky day...Glad that I've recovered from my diarrhoea... but cramp still persist. Urgh!!! Pain :(Sister gg to watch fireworks today... a date with a guy... woohoo... great! But there's still better someone out there for u to go out with, yea? Lolx... Of course, this is much more better than the monkey guy... that guy is weird... weird face, weird hair... wahahaha, weird attitude... make hime look like a monkey... puke! You dun deserve this kind of shitty ppl... Time passes very slowly.... I wan my pay for my shopping spree now... can't wait till next month... First thing lst... I wan to buy a wallet for myself... Need to change a new one... the one i'm using contain bad memories... which I wanna delete it off my life... But till now... I cant find a wallet which i like it very much... shall look for it again... Next... ed-hardy... I wan to get one for myself... Thats all for now... wanna save it for other useful purposes... Thats all for now!Byeee
Had dinner at Terra with baobei.... nice food there... yummy!!!! I like their pan-fried sphagetti....
Random pix of my sweetie
Michelle love Michelle (sweetie)Her favourite ----> Ice cream
Next... Cheezel for her....
Happy National Day!
Happy 41st National Day!Went to grandpa's house today for prayers. Everyone was expected to cook or buy food for the prayers. Preparations was still in the process when we arrived. But till, there are still many things to be done.I'm a good babysitter. I take care of my sweetie this afternoon while the adults and cousins are busying preparing.... I love her! I really do... she's such a sweet little baby in my heart.I would say today is counted as family gathering... Most of them really come down and help out... Its been so long where everyone come down to grandpa's house. But of course... I miss my baobei... suppose to accompany baobei to his grandpa's house for dinner.... but i can't make it... coz I need to stay at my grandpa's house for dinner... Baobei... I really miss u alot... How I wish tml morning I'm able to see u... spend the whole day with u... but i know it is impossible... coz I need to work... Haiz... I'm only get to see u in the evening...Sigh.Anyway... I still feel happy... because I have my sweetie to cheer mi up, I have an awesome dinner at grandpa's house, I have my baobei to chat with me... I love my life now.
Class Outing
End work at ard 3.40pm then meet baobei at braddell to collect Fireworks Admission tickets... lolx... can't imagine I'm one of the lucky winner... :) Will be going for the firworks festival tml.... I'm so excited... Looking forward yea!!!After collecting the tix... we realised that it is still early before gg for the class gathering... so once again... baobei suggested to go town walk x 2... Again~~~~ -_-""" Lolx... my "Town Boy" is forever not sick and tired of this place... He can go there daily... Anyway... we end up at Starbucks to rest for a while... We ordered the new drink "Strawberries and Cream", freshly brewed coffee and a piece of mango cheese cake... Then we sat down and read our own stuff... quite a nice silent moment for the both of us... heez:) Of coz, after our silent moment... we r back in action photo taken... hahaha... Below are the pix taken in Starbucks :) Enjoy!!!
We headed down to PS to meet the class... Had our dinner at Manhatten Fish Market... Food there quite nice... not bad... Its been a long time we had class gathering... Thanks Dan for organizing this outing :)We waited for Irene before gg to The Cathay (Ben and Jerry)to chill out... Taken at The Cathay
But me and baobei stay for a while then go home le...Anyway... Had a wonderful day today... Cheerz!!!
