What a day today... this morning sparin my neck, next realised my blister not getting any better, but become worse... now I have to walk like a cripple. Den when I was on my way to work, I sprain my ankle. OMG!

Busying with my project and uploading... very very busy! Yester stay up till 3 something juz to finish up all the layouts... Not enough slp.

Hope my rest of the day will get better... if not... haiz... juz have to face it lo....:(

Rejection

This few days, I've been facing problems like I'm in a situation which I've to reject people. It's really difficulty for me to do that. Why is this so? Basically, I myself fear of rejection, that's is why i know how people feel when they are being rejected. But baobei was telling me that if I'm not willing to do what people ask me to do, then juz reject them. Well, I've tried... The feeling doesn't feel good. I feel bad, guilty, etc...

How am i going to overcome this prob. But how? I contented with what I have and who I am now, and I want others to feel happy too. I mean who will like he/she being rejected by someone? They will feel sad and disappointed. I'm not trying to act noble... but if I myself fear of rejection, why would I still go and hurt others by rejecting them.

Sigh... is juz so contradicting... I want to fuilfil what they wan when they request me (like outings, having breakfast, lunch or dinner, to chill out....) only if i'm able to make it and willingly to make my time out for them. But then on the other hand, whenever i feel like turn down the appointment, I afraid to say it out, scare that they will feel rather disappointed. Afterall the prob lies on me, I have to make it clear to myself abt this thing... its....DIFFICULT....

Read this article... find it interesting...

爱是因为相互欣赏而开始的，
因为心动而相恋，
因为互相离不开而结婚，
但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生的。

爱情是一种宿命。

Guess this is the definition of Love.

Have breakfast with my mum... then we went to shop for the whole morning. Feel rather restless coz not feeling well. The moment i reached home, I have been lying on my bed till night time. Now, not feeling any better. Couldn't sleep... hate this feeling. Tml still have to go to work.
Urgh!!! 感觉好痛苦， 绝望。。。好像世界变很灰暗。。。

希望明天会更好。。。

I'm sick again...

Yes... this time I'm sick again... haiz... body immune system is not strong anymore.

Yester when JB with my mummy and 2 sisters. Had alot of fun! Of coz shopping trip is the best. Bought alot of things back... shoes, clothes, necklace., etc... Realised that now the cost of shoes or clothes is the same price as Singapore but some of the price is also reasonable.

We had sumptious lunch and dinner too... Maybe I ate too many heaty stuff, having sore throat. The moment I swallow saliver... its real pain!

Today meet baobei... we went shopping at Marina Square. The place is big. Then saw my sec sch friend. Haha... then my friend's mum thought baobei is a korean. *Good news for u baobei. We had our dinner at pizza hut. Miss u so much!

I think i'm suffering from throat infection. Think gotta have fever soon. Coz body aching like hell. The best part is, still need to fold clothes. Esp my back aching real bad. Hope tml will get better. If not I dunno how I'm going to survive during work.

Baobei, enjoy being with u... every moment o! :)

~Sick~

Woke up late this morning... As usual rush to work... reach office at around 10 something.

This few days my headache keep persisting, but today is worst, right now having a severe headache. Really can't forcus on one thing, it makes me feel more giddy.

This week is a very happening week, make me feel miserable and all... really have to face all the challenges and obstacles.

Met up with my 2 besties on sun. Tok abt r/s prob, making me feel that love enable a person to change totally, but it up to that person to change in a good or bad or stupid way. To maintain a r/s is difficult, making me once again think "What is the definition of LOVE?". Sometimes, people went telling me that there is no definite answer for LOVE, is how the way you look at it. Well, it does make sense. But majority of my friends really look at it in a negative side, which I think its.... erm.... sad... To me, love is happiness, and I have found my happiness. Though there are indeed many obstacles in front of us, but he will always be by my side giving me advise and support, which I really apreciate it alot. Thanks Baobei!

Baobei, regardless what happen, we will move on together. I love you! Muacks...