Confused, complicated mind?

It has been raining for the whole day. My prediction was wrong, i thought the rain would stop once I reach Hougang Station. But NOOOOOO, it is still raining heavily.

The feeling of walking in the rain alone wasn't great... I feel pathetic, I feel lonely, I feel sorry for myself of turning myself into this state... Urgh!!! Emo-ing mode is on... Alot of things flash back into my mind... I thought no one would see mi tearing while walking into the rain... so I did it... The weather is cold and windy. But still I choose to walk home...

Family, friendship, studies all came into my mind once again... The only thing I would say is "Welcome back!".

I can't deny I had a good family. My parent who dote us very much and they always give us the best they can give us, my 2nd second who is my listener and she is the one who I'm willing to do funny things for her and of course my youngest sister, who is the most innocent kid I had ever see and with her muture toking... See, to me, it is still a proper family to me. But parent are always parent, they want us to be done in their way, because it's for our own good. That's y argument occurred. Yep, I'm the trouble-making in this family. Once I had my own decision, i would want to be done in my own way too. The same character as them, but the outcome is different. Why? Coz they defintely find it is okay to listen to them, as they would not harm us. But own thinking will harm myself. Why? Answer? Coz I'm too young... Something happened 2 days ago, which makes mi dun feel like gg home early, coz I feel awkward of not greeting them. But in the end, I still greeted them. Things was fine that day, as we started toking to each other. And I'm again a happy gal. Dad's attitude is a total of 180 degree changes, he does not tok to mi fiercely, but he say he caught mi walking in the rain, ask mi what if I catch a cold? Normally, he would juz use his fierce tone and tok to mi, but this time, no more.... It's a bad or good thing?


Anyway, I shall not reveal any comment on friendship and studies. Enough of advises regarding further studies. Thank you guyz. In the end, I will still follow my heart while making an final decision. All I need is Support.

Enough say... Nite :)