Feelings in my mind

Feeling emotional, restless, listless...etc...

Suddenly realised that I'm not good in anything, i mean everything... I'm use to be a optimistic person... even it is a really difficult problem that I'm facing, I will still look on the bright side... I feel happy too...

But now... I'm becoming a pessimistic person... not totally i can say... but it is a bad thing to become like dat... What exactly happened to mi... till now... I dun have an exact answer for myself... The only thing is I wanna wake myself up... before this coming exam... if not, I'm gonna destroy my own future... I had so many dreams ahead... I must work on it... the only thing i do not have is motivation...

In fact... I really need MOTIVATION so that I'm able to buck up... if not, I'm going to move on with my current self...